There Has To Be A Reason...

To why I am infertile. Yes, I have PCOS. But sometime I am not convinced that that is the only reason. We were watching  The Devil Inside, and just like with most of the things we watch hubby and I started taking about paranormal things we have witnessed or heard about out or even dreamt about. It got me thinking of a dream I had...well more like a nightmare I had had before the hubs and I got married.

Basically in this dream I was trying to cross a room full of snacks. I was a little more than mid way through the room. I had to cross over this giant snake. The was no way for me to go around to I had to step over it. Just as I was beginning to left the second leg the snake jumped up between my legs. Don't really know what happened afterward because I woke up.

There's a belief that snakes are representation of voodoo or black magic curses or even representation of the devil. It may sound stupid or ridiculous but I truly believe that this was done to me by other means.

Before Billy and I got together I I wasn't always regular but I had a semi normal cycles. Now they are nonexistent unless I take birth control or some other med to induce a cycle.

I don't know that's just how I am feeling right now.