Thought Provoking...very random

A friend if my posted something earlier on face book that really made me think.

Well I've always had it on my mind, but today it really made me want to post something and maybe I could work out my answers while writing it out.

 Where/what is your place in this life...this world? If you've read my blog. Most of the posts are random about my finding my place in life. Where do I fit in? I tag most of my posts as 'soul searching'. I now wear many hats. Photography, jewelry making, march of dimes family team leader, and now wannabe writer. Why exactly am I doing it? For what? I'm searching for "myself". But who am I really? Where was I? Where am I going? I'm trying to find myself but where did I lose myself?

Am I searching for the me from four years ago? If so I should really stop looking. That person is in a tiny little box, wrapped in a tiny little bag with my daughter. I'd love to find that person again.

The me 15 years ago was nice too. Not a care in the world.

And now there's the me now. She is a cold bitter person. She is the one searching for her happiness.  Searching for that smile she once had. She now has the permanent v between her brow. That permanent frown.

So here I am still without answers but with a ton more questions. And a million things to do with my time and not enough time to do it all.

So who am I and where am I going?


...to be continued

I'll eventually find my answers.